I am feeling very sad sad sad!Everything on Earth is getting more and more irritating...making me sad and all...But in a way, it actually rocks too, because I know there are still ppl caring for me on this Earth...Thanks to those who cared for me!:DMonday going to have another Amath test lerhhs...!!What the heck man!This time on TRIGONOMETRY!!**** man!zzz...This is really getting more and more irritating=.=
I got my test results for physics back the other day, guess what? I actually passed! Oh my gosh los, then got 15/20..first time I really score for physics=.= LOL, then got computing technology E-quiz ytd in that module class...Teacher think we very very clever, give us 2 times of trying then each time only 10 mins and 15mins nia=_=" Heng I finished, if not I confirm go and screw that teacher up!! But good thing is my 2nd attempt got 9/10!!:DDDDD WAHAHAHA!!But I think it might just be a coincidence? I really never get well in my sec sch test before...except sometimes>_< But normally don't lols!! DDDD:Tomorrow there's working again..
FULL SHIFT SOMEMORE=.= What the heck lahh!!!>_<
I'm really getting more and more tired...also getting more and more stressed..! How I wish I can just shout all my frustrations out but it just seems that I don't even have the time to do that!STUPID DE SIA!DDDDDDD: Everything on Earth bully me!! T_T
Now listening to JJlin's song and I really feel like crying...am I going to get depression soon?? I don't know...Everything's looking grey to me recently..what's got into me?? I really want to end my life and not think of anything else...I really don't know why I have that thinking...Everything might seem fine to ppl...but why does it look so grey to me?? I think I'm really insane lerhhs...this sucks..or to be more specific, I suck to the core..How I wish GOD can just take me away..I'm so sorry that I have these thinkings...But I can't help it...I can't do anything other than crying secretly before sleeping...
Crying to slp has became my newest must-do thing
TODAY DE MATH TEST REALLY SUCKS!!! I really don't know whether I have the confidence to get good results anot ):
BOOHOOHOO!~ I going cry liaos...If this time I can get good results, I will be very happy and motivated to study more and more lerhhs >_<
This is getting very stupid and iritating=.=
I WANT GET GOOD RESULTS!!!Everything on earth seems to be getting more and more bad bad for me lerhs..I want to get into university..but,I don't know whether will I be able to or not T_T
I really really don't have the confidence anymore...I don't seem to catch up well enough...getting more and more stressed...Everything's like so damn stressful..not just studies..EVERTHING!! =.=
This is so stupid, I know it's so difficult to get well in life..damn difficult..I hate this=_=
AIYA, DAMN FUCKED UP NOW..DON'T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING LIAO LAHH, THIS LIFE SUCKS!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!Went for work today...super tiring day..~~
When I reach the work place today, there was alr like damn loads of ppl queueing up outside although we have not open for the day.. =.=
Then I'm like saying happy mother's day to almost every table de customers.
Doing half runner and then still have to be on service really sucks man=.=
Now my shoulders are aching liao..I think I sprained my left shoulder again T_T
What the hell los.. >_<
Tomorrow still got math exam!!BOOHOOHOO, I'm not getting domain and range with graph de right!! I'm so sad!!! So difficult!!!>_<
Want to cry liao lahhs!!!T_T ANY GOOD SOULS OUT THERE WANNA TEACH ME?!?!
Trying to get my mixpod right, but dunno whr to get my thingy to paste into the template...ZZZZZZZ!我真的是电脑白痴啊啊啊！~
Actually wanted to bring my mum out for mother's day celebration de, then my mum want to watch TV show on channel 8=.= HUMPH!!!So bad of her!!! >_<
So no choice los, we pack food back to our house to eat...
ZZZ, i think I'd better continue studying my math bahhs..if not tmr fail I confirm cry..
But I'm quite worried for Zuno, he fri, sat and today all got work sia, then I think he haven learn his math test yet..Don't fail pls, if not I will be very guilty T_T
Oh GOD, please help all my friends pass this test with flying colours..Okok, I really needa go learn more for my math lerhhs!!!
*learn learn learn..stuff stuff stuff..!!!*
Went out with Reena today, we met up at 12.30pm and then went to bugis junction to eat lunch first (actually is she see me eat only lahhs), then went off to bugis street to shop..HAHAS!!:DDD
Then 2plus ZhiHong suddenly msged Reena asking whether is she free to go out anot, so we started to wait for ZhiHong's arrival, but meanwhile me and Reena go and shop around bugis street. In the end, we used $25 each to buy 3 shirts, haha..i bought 2 black shirts and a white shirt....hehe...all same patterns with Reena but got 2 Reena buy different colour lahh..HEHE((:
Then ZhiHong reach(finally) at bout 4...then we went to bugis junction, because ZhiHong want to buy mother day present for her mum...We went to the wallet shop to choose the best present for ZhiHong's mum..i helped him to choose wallet...he bought a black wallet for his mum whereby the design is almost the same as mine...and that costed him quite a bomb, but one yr one time only lahh how ZhiHong?? :DDDD
Don't know what to buy for my mum, but should be dun nid, coz tmr going out for mother day celeb after my work... >_<
Then after helping ZhiHong choose finish his mother present then we went to illuma to shop..And i bought 2 belts there, one black and one white.
Then off to Sim Lim Square to look for nice laptop covers but dun have, although everything there very cheap lahh, then me and Reena decides to buy from the schh since there's an IT fair conducted in our campus until tues.
Actually wanted to go Arab street to buy crystals for our laptops, but then too expensive le >_<
60pieces of crystals $5plus, whole lappy so big dunno need buy how many los..So me andReena gave up on the crystals..then ZhiHong gave an idea of going to suntec..and we said ok but that was my starting of nightmare..my leg going to break liao los!! Coz i wore my high heels out today, stupid Reena, got bring her slippers then nvr remind me to bring also=.=
So we walked and walked..from Arab street all the way to suntec but walked the wrong route T_T
then we went the other route to walk..but the whole journey talking bout the irritating girl and loads of other things..I today then really confirmed that actually ZhiHong is someone that is so humorous!! :DDD
Walking the flyover the time then we were like talking and talking, then ZhiHong suddenly ask,"前面又没有路可以过啊？" Then i replied,"不懂勒" then still walk until the flyover finish le still haven see the road to cross...then ZhiHong opened his mouth,"喂，i think 好像错leh，都没有路过的！" then we turned back to go the other way, then FINALLY, we reached suntec!!! First thing i said once we stepped into the mall was, "哇，终于有air-con liao!我的脚要断了啦！" Then we were like thinking whr to go coz really nothing to do, so we went to the arcade..played house of dead 4 with ZhiHong, we damn lousy sia, one and half chapter only!! >_<
Actually is i very lousy lahh >_< Sorry ZhiHong!!! xDDDDDD
Then we went back to citylink then dunno why our legs brought us to marina square.. =_="
Then went to food court to eat dinner and slacked there...Then ZhiHong was like saying he dun want to marry and start a family..Then Reena very 白痴 los, go say,"以后智宏一个人住一方式的HBD flat then 很寂寞。" She say that i alr laughing like cannot stop liaos then ZhiHong still go add,"等一下我死了都没有人发现然后到发臭了也没人管啊！" These made me laugh like hell then there still alot ppl looking sia!!! Actually is we all 3 there laugh like hell, then ZhiHong ask me whether himself monotone anot, then i say no, then ZhiHong reply,"你骗人啦，你一直在笑！" then i laugh and reply,"没有咯，是因为你先笑所以我会笑！你忘记我笑点很低吗?" Then for no reaon we keep laughing and laughing..LOL
Then all the slacking and laughing then we went home lerhhs...today is so fun!!
(Haiz, actually wanted to ask zuno to skip his work then come accompany me de, but then never mind lahhs, i scared he angry with me >_<)
REENA 是笨蛋！哈哈哈！
